Possibilities

Trying to define myself
I look out my window
Into the dark city
Lit up by electric candles.

We all cry.
We all laugh.
We all miss something
Or someone.

Thinking of the world
My heart starts aching
For the possibilities
And that's when I realize...

That's who I am.

Kaleidoscope

A kaleidoscope
Of ignorant hope
That life will be more
Than this constant bore

That the dreams that are mine
won't fall or decline
But be raised to the skies
and crush all the lies

I wish that my dreams
Won't rip by the seams
Like the ones of (let's say)
Mr. Dorian Gray

Or perhaps even better
I'd evade the dark feather
And find me a haven
From the bird in "The Raven"

I'm afraid to subside
To my own Mr. Hyde
I'm too scared to let go;
The future scares me so

By an abyss I stand
In my destiny's land
And as if asleep
With closed eyes I leap.