Kaleidoscope

A kaleidoscope
Of ignorant hope
That life will be more
Than this constant bore

That the dreams that are mine
won't fall or decline
But be raised to the skies
and crush all the lies

I wish that my dreams
Won't rip by the seams
Like the ones of (let's say)
Mr. Dorian Gray

Or perhaps even better
I'd evade the dark feather
And find me a haven
From the bird in "The Raven"

I'm afraid to subside
To my own Mr. Hyde
I'm too scared to let go;
The future scares me so

By an abyss I stand
In my destiny's land
And as if asleep
With closed eyes I leap.